Well my little P is now one whole year old !!!! It has been a magical year and I love her more than ever.
I am enjoying every minute of being a mum. I do still think about the donation but it doesn't hurt or anything as she is my girl and she loves me as much as I love her, she holds out her arms to me when she is in pain with her teeth, she craves me as I crave her. In some ways I do think it would be nice to meet the donor to thank her but in other ways it doesn't really matter, she sort of glows in my mind like a little spirit that helped us to have our P.
She is showing the signs of the beginning of her first steps and I watch her smiling as she grows and develops into her own personality staggering on her little feet that I want to kiss every second.
I never knew I could love anybody this much, next year we shall begin plans for little miracle number two if we are lucky enough.
Labels: one year on post ED IVF Birth